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okay i typed this in a reply but i need to say this more detailed here too, the way totk dealt with horses (and stables) is bad and worse than botw imo (yes i can rant about that too, these weird choices are in every little spot in totk, its almost impressive)
in a game that lets you build cars and stupid flying maschines, towers that shoot you into the stratosphere AND teleporting points all over the place, the chance is already low that you use a horse- though i would be one of them bc i love horses and hate building and didnt find it fun at all-
(also i almost never used any parts i had with me bc you cant put them back and your dumb vehicles despawn as soon as you dont look at them- also a negative thing about that system that reinforces the feeling of actually using it being more punishing than rewarding with the added bonus of the good ol saving your health potions forever problem)
-and something i DID like was that you can have more horses and the ... one.. new color (the lil spots but only AFTER you do that one quest in the spy post)
the stable points seemed like a neat idea, but like so many things, are utterly cheatable, imo the system should have only given you a point when you visit a new stable, so you actually have to go around and visit them all
(also .. add new stables, like mini ones or sth that dont offer beds- you dont need that anyway- so you have more places in which you can get them ... why did they remove some of them anyway, shouldn there be MORE now that the land is supposedly healing/being repaired? especially the one next to the big canyon, its so empty there it would have the perfect place for sth like a new settlement or a big boss arena but no its more empty than it was before, why?? and then putting yet another repeating annoying quest there in that weirld empty place?? i just dont get it)
letting you farm points by sleeping at a stable or bringing in a horse gives you LESS incentive to actually go around the world bc you can just farm it there
(and if that was done so youd 'discover' the malanya talks to you in your sleep 'secret' ... that is literally told to you, and if its bc you dont want to force players to go around and find every stable to get all those rewards ... why do you have 140 or whatver caves then with the majority of them being the literal same thing over and over ... to make people actually use the sleeping thing there? .. why, who uses that anyway, and farming points by sleeping there .. what the hell does that add? AND THEN the stupid sleep over tickets, probably the most nothign reward ever, dont count?? i dont think i ever used one- it just all doesnt make any sense, everything plays against each other)
the upgrading system for your horse is .. once again, a neat idea horribly executed, you have to go find malanya to upgrade them, and similarly stupidly like the fairies, they only tell you what food you need for what upgrade when you are there .. or when you are sleeping in the special tm bed at a stable, randomly, one food, bc the quantity changes too
which is just so ??????????? let me go and do a quest that rewards you with a lil booklet in which you can look up what an upgrade costs, or let the stables have that, either as a list or in the menu when selecting a horse or something?? (also why the hell is malanya in a different spot anyway, like, it feels like a modder just plopped them over there, their og spot is just empty now - except for yet again a stupid filler quest for .. another big horse and a yaaaaaaaaays crystal shrine quest- ... the spot is even still called spring of the horse god .... its so stupid, just like the fairy shuffling around, like you really couldnt think of a better way to reuse that concept other than to ... move it to a different spot in the same map and map level???? and not change anything in their og spot except idk, put a hole in the map ... for one of them like .. its like they moved them around last minute just to have the semblance of things being 'changed' with no regard what makes a change actually feel like one and what just feels like, pick up thing, click on random spot on map, drop thing- its like that for the fairies and shrines too, its so dumb and .. feels disrepectful to botw and how much thought seemed to have went into these spots that were clearly built about those things)
and like it couldnt get WORSE, they cut off the paths that horses follow automatically with one of those miasma buttholes (sorry its just a hole cut into the map, it doesnt even look like miasma burst through, it just .. cut out) a monster camp (that RESPAWNS, i thought those camps you clear with a quest would stay clear, but that would make sense, so of course it respawns and you can do the frame rate killer quest over and over yippieee) or otherwise like, with a big rock or a broken bridge-
and there is NO WAY to create a new path or fix or move anything in a game ABOUT BUILDING supposedly, like you needed more reasons to never use a horse????? i liked jsut hopping on and letting them follow a path and chill looking at the landscape, you cant do this here, and you cant even excuse it with 'its bc of the theme' as in, stuff is destroyed bc calamity 1.5 or whatever bc nothing in the game makes it feel like theres anything actually at stake, but the real crime is to make it not be fixable. WHY??? link moves entire buildings with ease but cant move one freaking rock that fell into a river?????? you swing around logs like a club but cant fix a bridge so your horse can get over it??????????????????????????????
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#ganondoodles rants#totk critical#i know i know its long#and you may wonder how i can find things to rant about yet#and i swaer im not trying to find thigns to hate#but igven how much it reuses from botw#imporvement or at least meaningful change should be the minimum and they just ......dont .... again#like WHY this is so dumb.................#the more i try to get my feelings into coherent thoughts about this game the more i realize just how rushed it feels#even the detail or side mechanics either dont make sense#or have some sort of way to cheat around way too obviously to be something overlooked#or are poorly integrated#or cheapen antoehr function#like these problems are everywhere#and the longer you look at it the cheaper it looks#even if you love the game and dont mind it or whatever there is NO WAY to justify that price tag#and so wish they were honest about what happend#it cant just all be covid can it? theres so much wrong in every part except for sound and music#and so desperately want to know WHY#........ i just wanted more horse colors- more horse slots- and a lil pasture somewhere where i can see them all frolicking around#i feel like thats not too much to ask
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What would you choose? :0c
(note: original image is from HERE (link) - but I edited it to add a wider variety of options.. also added $3 extra to the total, even though I know that makes it more uneven lol, I thought if you're adding 10 whole extra items, the money to spend should at least be increased slightly, if that makes sense..)
#I would get orange juice. black coffee. AND iced coffee ($3) because I love the variety of having multiple drinks#then sausage and scrambled eggs ($8). Then sauteed mushrooms ($3)....AND... hrm.. then spending the remaining $4 would be hard#I wish I could get waffles (as they are my favorite and are superior in every way compared to pancakes. donuts. etc.) but I'm not willing#to give up the other savory things just to get them. so... then maybe I could get a biscuit or english muffin? and just put jam or#honey butter or something on it so it can be my replacement 'sweet and bready' thing instead of something from the $5 row??#OR I could also just assume that having the orange juice plus iced coffee would provide enough of a 'sweet element' to the meal#(since I largely prefer savory foods. I only like a tiny bit of sweet added for variety) and thus forego any sort of#'bready' thing entirely and just get the bowl of beans/onion/tomato (I'd leave the avocado since I don't like the#texture of them really lol). THEN I'd have $1 left to get the milk or the black tea... increasing my total of random drinks..#which is always the goal of course.. as a chronic ''person who is sipping at 5 different drinks at their desk simultaneously always'' perso#OR... I could just do.. waffle. scrambled eggs. sausage. mushrooms. and black coffee and orange juice.. which is... okay variety#augh... so difficult.. As my Ideal Breakfast is like a buffet type thing or something where you have like 25 different things to choose fro#and can get a little tiny bit of everything. My eating style is very much like.. I'd rather pick at a small amount of a ton of#different things than just have a very large amount of only one or two things. Thats why I LOVE sample platter type stuff.#So it's like... augh... the ideal option would be a tiny portion of EVERYTHING actually lol...#Difficult to choose...#ANYWAY.. Also no idea why I added croissant instead of bagel. I only thought about that afterwards. I do actually like bagels.#I've only ever even had a croissant like 2 times in my entire life. Yet I've had many bagels. For some reason it stuck out in my mind more#when I was considering 'essential breakfast foods' somehow... how could I forget them... bagels my beloved...#Blame it on the hot weather... 'What in the blazes? The sun hath obliterated the concept of bagels from my miind!'#(< meant to be said in a silly overdramatic elderly wizard accent or something)#Also I don't think ''bowl of beans. onion. avocado. and tomatos.'' is necessarily a breakfast classic or something gbhjjh#but I was just trying to think of a versatile vegetable-ish side that could be full of common breakfast additions#so people could do stuff like ''oh I get the toast option and then the bowl of stuff and I put the avocado on the toast'' etc.#Like a mix and match. You could mix ingredients from different parts. You could put scrambled eggs and bacon and onion#on the bread or soemthing. etc. I just feel like something is always missing if a Full Breakfast Spread#doesnt have some sort of onions or beans or mushrooms or asparagus or spinach like... some sort of thing that isn't just eggs and meat and#bread.. you know? lol..#But then again.. I am the Sampling Plate Style Variety Lover and Tiny Portion Of Food Picker so maybe thats just a me thing.
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CARINA DELUCA AND BEN WARREN STATION 19: 7x10 'One More Time'
#station 19#station19edit#carina deluca#ben warren#mine#haven't seen many people comment about how they felt about carina telling ben first#i was glad to see her tell someone because she was so excited#and to see someone be so happy for her since she had been trying for so long#but part of me wishes she did tell maya first#or better yet they found out together but i thought the cliffhanger would make that not happening worth it so š#i really loved what the dynamic of ben/bailey/maya/carina came to be in seasons 6 and 7 though
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there is a very specific image in my head of early-mid 20ās iwaizumi hajime
#iwaizumi x reader#and heās the guy taking on an internship in his senior year with minimum load for his classes#bc heās planned it all out since starting college#you see him in parties because he has the time & he works so hard itās only right he plays hard too#every time you lock eyes he gives you a small smile#thereās an air about him that isnāt cocky but isnāt too shy; a comfort that settles into his skin like heās sure of who he is#āof what he wants & it definitely isnāt hauling up his drunk friends and a few acquaintances up his car#but some of them are your friends and youāre helping him so maybe it isnāt so bad#he drops you off with your roommate and you rarely see him after#until you spot him at some bar (again) and heās wearing a tight fitting polo (itās his uniform you later notice)#itās a year or two after your graduation and when you lock eyes across the room thereās something so familiar yet wholly different#heās confident now & maybe a little flirty too when he tells you heās working as an assistant to shadow one of his mentors#you catch up for the rest of the night and your friends have long since gone ahead#he still knows what he wants and itās to bring you homeānot that way (not yet); youāre a little suspicious because#you know thereās /something/ but he drives you home like a gentleman. without really trying anything (and maybe part of you wishes he did)#itās iwaizumi though and he knows what he wantsāto ask you out properly (one heās been thinking about since chance encounters in uni)#and heās hoping that when he asks you can tell just how much he likes you#hajime#i want him so bad im crying#there is a whole workd of backstory to this but i got lazy typing it#shotorus.bubble
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this is on that post of Sam saying "what are you going to do to stop me" that you just reblogged and I. feel insane. is there another show called supernatural that these people are watching???
#atp in the episode sam isn't even down for carrying it out yet he's trying to figure out who this is guy and what his deal is#quite literally the end of the episode is him going along with dean's wishes. hello?#i cannot say the same for dean in other circumstances#i said this in vic's replies just now but it's like they're projecting the parts of dean they don't like to acknowledge onto sam#like. that's quite literally the opposite of the plot of this episode#on the gifset of dam exercising his autonomy after dean says he isn't gonna 'let' sam do something...#anyway. whatever#sam*#quaerit
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That episode wouldve been perfect if the pacing was a liiiitle bit slower
#look i liked it i loved it i think there was a lot of dear work put in it it was genuinely a very cool episode and all#BUT i cant get it outta my head since j watched it that it was so QUICK#i know they had to fit it all in 20 minutes or so#but it was SO rushed to me#the first part was okay#and then we move to court and it was a biit fast and i have not processed what happening yet#we dwell a bit on the court thing so by now my emotions have properly landed#although i still wish it was a little longer#and then BAM blitz being executed that part is pretty cool#but the part where he sacrifices himself also let me wishing for a longer time#although i they probably did the best on that one#and then stolas arrives and starts singing out of the blue#which okay fair thats the point he jumps to singing#but i really wish they took a bit longer on A. him stopping the axe and B. he taking in all of the situation and trying to clear things up#and THEN starting his song#the song was *also* a bit quick to me and the transitions from one layer to the other felt a bit rushed#but who am i to tell the music professionals how to music#i mean i as the audience kind of can. but i feel like its not rlly that bad or anything its just that the WHOLE episode passed in a blink#didnt give time for my emotions to keep up with everything#helluva boss#helluva boss spoilers#helluva boss s2#helluva boss mastermind#mastermind#hb spoilers
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My favorite thing about being in a non-US time zone on this site: often when I post in the morning (late night/early AM in the US), it attracts porn bots, a course of events I can only assume relies on something like 'Oh look at this sad man with no life posting in the wee hours, let's try to entrap him with our robotic sleaze.'
#j/k it's not my favorite part#I still don't understand what those things are trying to do#I don't mean just by bugging me in the AM#I mean by existing at all#who would even be back there (behind the curtain) thinking 'look at this sad man -- better follow that guy right now'?#and yet they seem to know that it's sad-man hours in the US#what ever prompts them to follow anyone?#do they just follow a smattering of whoever's active at a given time?#is it just random shots in the dark & the time of my postings is simply coincidental?#what would they even do with the sad man if they entrapped him?#I wish this was all some sinister plot to abduct the sad men or something but you know it's not#& is instead probably advertising related somehow#like every other kind of bullshit that plagues us
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crazy how he just ignores everyone else and speaks directly to wyll. it's like wyll is like one of the most important characters in this game, or something.
#bg3#thoughts about media#I'm sure if karlach is there- gort might address her first instead?#I looked at the screenshots from my other playthroughs to see if I had this scene archived.#of course I literally have everything BUT this part.#I mean it makes a ton of sense why gort addresses wyll.#beyond the fact that wyll's father is there- baldur's gate KNOWS who wyll is. the patriars know who wyll is. they know he was exiled.#gort's trying to make wyll feel small and out of place. referring to him as the blade but undermining his heroic image by mentioning-#-his newly acquired fiendish features. also a bit of a brag I think. since gort himself escaped the hells & a devil physically unchanged.#that and I think gortash is like...a perfect mirror opposite to wyll. so to have them at odds over the fate of baldur's gate makes sense.#fits the whole fairy tale theme of wyll's story too. I mean how many stories are there of cheats like gortash being ousted from their-#-unrightful place on the throne by the true heir? the valiant and just prince come to save his people from the cruel lying tyrant?#*sigh* yet another thing that I wish they developed more in wyll's quest.#because this would all feel like a rather complex and complete story if wyll himself is your avatar.#but when he is a companion- I just don't think the quest features enough to make up for him not being the avatar.#I wish there was more of this- more wyll being the focus- more baldurians recognising who he is! it's HIS city after all!#I AM going to enjoy beating the shit out of gortash again though.#he and mizora are on my ātop ten video game characters of all time I'd like to see SKINNED ALIVEā list.
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Clothes, if I ever figure out how they work (Patreon)
#Doodles#Webkinz#Diamond#Ghostkinz#Ukadevlog#Half joking - I understand the basics of like - how to make clothes Appear on a Ghost - it's the layering(?) that I'm still unsure of#How does insert work >At this point I'm too afraid to ask#Lol no there's much more to discover! Clothes just aren't As important as the rest#But they are still important in bluesky lol - Webkinz /is/ a fashion game among other things!#It's another aspect that's actually really nice to be able to pull from - the fashion aesthetic is generally quite cute and cohesive!#Lines the same-but-darker colour as the body of the clothes with sometimes lots of detail and sometimes just a little#It's fun! Shopping at the Outlet and seeing what clothes combinations work on which pets is fun!#I do wish shirts at least (if not pants and shoes etc.) also showed up on the little preview pet in the corner buuuut#Having played with clothes just this Little Bit I can see why it wouldn't be the most fun thing to try to finagle around lol#I Would be half-tempted to only offer like hats and glasses and bracelets and the like but I am unfortunately Very Stubborn lol#I want to dress Diamond up really silly!! Layering a jacket over a shirt and then also a mask or something...there's gotta be a way.........#Can you tell I made those Ghost costume pieces around Halloween lol - t'was the season!#I think it'd be fun to have pet-specific clothes too... Oh have I mentioned that bit yet? Hehe#Or if not specific then like freebies or something āŖ For funsies#That is one thing that's very satisfying to the video game-hoarding part of my brain - Webkinz offers a lot of freebies#I don't see why I wouldn't follow in those footsteps! Freebies are funsies!
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honestly thank you for pointing out that whole "their robes are that color because they're too poor to dye them black" because i would have probably not picked that up just by reading the book once. i was going a little crazy trying to figure out their order from the game alone so when i first started the book i was pretty surprised that they were so clearly benedictine.
do you think they had a reason for not leaning into that in the game? i figured it would've not been hard to put that in some of the dialogue but idk
sorry I don't get the question, are you asking why they didn't learn into being Benedictine in the game? as much as it's a format restraint, I think it's also an 'accessibility' thing, being more palatable to get into and not being too heavy on like. Actual Information
#trying to thinm of other orders they can be and hmmb... i don't think they can be anything wlse#sorry im answering this after just having woken up but. franciscans werent real yet and cistercians weren't in england yet i think..#and the first carthusian monastery wasnt founded until thomas becketts murder. which is at the last part of the book#they never did once allude to what order they are you're right.. i wish they did get into the details of things#any detail they had was put in the inventory section for reading. sighs sadly#birbwellspeaks#pillars of the earth#the pillars of the earth
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A thousand years ago, I imagined how one of my favorite heroes of Greek mythology would look like in the Hades game - didn't get the style thaaaat well, but I do like the final result ;)
I love the Queens of the Amazons. I remember reading The Firebrand by Marion Zimmer-Bradley when I was a lot younger and Penthesilea was my favorite character BY FAR. Wanted to be an Amazon just like her š¤
Her skin was supposed to be mother-of-pearl like but I failed miserably, we have Ares' references to her design 'cause my darling beloved is her father and moons because Artemis. My other darling beloved. And her lips are gold just because
#my art#art#illustration#character art#character design#character illustration#original character#hades#hades game#hades supergiant#hades oc#hades art#It was actually supposed to be me trying to emulate the art of the game#but I do suck at it :D#I can't possibly make it JUST like the game art#but I had fun designing a character as if it was part of it#I wish there were Amazons on the game though :')#(haven't crossed any so far so don't shoot me if there are any and I haven't met them yet)
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Pictures and things
#photo diary#image 1 - pretty sky!.. so many sky photos as always#2 & 3 - baby son keeping me company during one of my Sickness days where I kind of just sit on the floor in a blanket#for hours slowly sipping pedialyte and having applesauce and such lol#He likes to bite the squeezy apple sauce pouches.. and try to steal the heating pad#4. Sky again. lighter more scattered fluffy clouds.#5 - greeting card that I drew at someone's request so they could send it to their elderly family member lol.. It's like.. cats baking#in a kitchen I guess? My eternal curse.. being the number one lover of cats in the world yet still somehow barely having a grasp#on their anatomy so they always look ridiculous when I draw them. I have both drawn and looked at cats for my entire life basically#yet somehow those two things do not come together to make me a good cat artist.. alas..#6 - underpart of an outfit I did (and havent yet posted of course because of my evil backlog of onemillion drafted posts)#I took the main dress off the top but thought the underneath part looked cool on it's own as well#7 - more sky.#8 - Mushroom fettucini alfredo. steak. and grilled asparagus. A fun little meal for me though I can't remember the occasion. I think maybe#as a reward for getting my covid booster or something. Though I still feel it's not as much of a reward when I am personally cooking#everything myself at home gjhbjh.. so its like... I'm having to do quite a lot of labor which makes it feel less relaxing I suppose. but eh#a treat in some form. Still cheaper by overall cost than ordering from a restaurant - and also can be customized and prepared#exactly how I like - which is the point. I guess more I just wish I weren't the only cooking person in the house. Everyone could#take turns making special meals for each other rather than like.. ''hmm I feel like having a treat. suppose I shall spend an hour#making it all myself and then feel tired whilst eating it'' lol.. ANYWAY#9 - and then.. you guessed it..MORE sky pictures!!! This time pinky bluey and so on.. huzzah..#A very sky heavy entry into the photo diaries I suppose#The sky in the 1st/7th image is jsut very ethereal seeming to me. something about the way the lighting is behind the clouds. It's#transportive. An interesting sky will make me feel like many other places in time or things I've seen in dreams or something. You get#a sense of being in a different world or like you're looking out over something you once imagined whilst reading a storybook. maybe lol
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:( patheticposting
nearly literally reduced to tears rn by how overwhelmingly it feels like nobody cares what I make or like or think about and how meaningless any of my creativity and love and effort is
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desperately need The Batman Part II's main villain to be Roman Sionis/Black Mask, please. I'm on my hands and knees, begging for it
#this thought kept me up at night btw (I wish I was joking but nope I was awake from 2am to like 5am mostly because of this)#currently trying to think of potential actors that would fit the role in Matt Reeves' Batman universe#which is not that easy because I realised that I barely know any actors under 50 lol oops#and he would have to be between 35 and 45 (preferably anyway) because he and Bruce should be around the same age right#unless we'd give him a whole different backstory and what-not#then any actor could play him and boy oh boy do I have dreams#i would prefer keeping some of his original comic elements tho like yeah he has around 50 different backstories now but still#him and Bruce growing up together and Roman hating his guts esp. later on just hits different#especially with Battinson#like can you imagine??? because I can and i need it so fucking badly FUCKKK#my number one choice (for somebody in Battinson's age range) is Finn Wittrock. my goodness he'd be PERFECT#been vibrating out of my skin with that since i realised it today omggg i'm in need#but alas! who knows who the main villain is gonna be. there are a ton of Batman villains to choose from#Twoface would be cool too but is also very common like the Penguin and the Joker and the Riddler and the Scarecrow#and technically Black Mask is common too but also not really because he's barely shown up in any live action stuff yet#and all the ones he was a major part of weren't exactly Batman related (Harley Quinn BoP and Batwoman)#so i'm in desperate need of the actual Bruce Wayne and Roman Sionis thing PLEASE#i might publish my list of potential actors i've thought of so far idk just for fun ya know#also just realised that it's around 2 and a half years till the movie will come out and i'm in shambles#i know it was postponed and stuff but i never quite registered that fact#my Roman Sionis hyperfixation is back in full swing btw rip to meee#like yes it's a constant interest of mine and has been for a little over 5 years now but damn#the fixation has been pretty dormant for a while until recently#can't complain tho because i lovelovelove this character so much i love spending my time and energy on him <3#anywayyy#i need to shut the fuck up omg#roman sionis#black mask#the batman#jesse.talks
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one of my school friends came up to our class today just to give everyone a cracked version of zbrush. i love my cohort
#wind howls#hes working on seeing if he can crack houdini too... i hope he is able to thatd be awesome#i cant use zbrush yet sadly because my laptop will actually grow arms just to strangle me to the death if i try to run zbrush on it#but. im gonna be shopping pc parts this weekend. so everybody wish me a very 'good luck' and a lovely 'dont kill yourself' ok !!!!
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Okay but why is it always MY responsibility to manage my PARENTS?!! As the oldest I am sick and tired of having to be the middle-man here and ME being yelled at and hated for the other parents actions like I personally made each and every decision for either of them??!!! Like yes great Iām glad you guys are divorced and all but can you STOP using me as the middle piece?
#and the worst part is Iām literally an adult#yet Iām still trying to be the peace maker here for some reason#I just want my dad and my mom to come to my graduation#in conjunction with my step dad and little sister you know?#it doesnāt have to be war but they are both acting like it is because the other will be there at the same time they are#i litterally cannot#I donāt even get it??!!#you had an entire ass child together but you canāt sit in the same room for an hour and half together to see me at my ceremony????#make it make sense#I want them both to be there because I love them both#but they act like Iām the rude and ungrateful one because I do want them both to be there#I donāt know what to do#my mom is calling me ridiculous and rude and#I just canāt do this#I kind of wish my dad wasnāt going to come now but then I feel so bad because Iām the one who asked him to come in the first place#but then he decided literally DAYS before the ceremony that all of a sudden heās showing up#theyāre both at fault here#I just donāt know what to do#I miss my family but I donāt want them to treat me like this#personal#personal rant#delete later#parents huh#someone help but like also donāt because Iām apparently just the worst person ever#I hate school events I wish I just didnāt tell them about it#I donāt even know
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